Former WWE diva Nikki Bella feels she’s “growing apart” from her fiance John Cena

Former WWE dia Nikki Bella still have doubts about her relationship with John Cena.

In Sunday’s episode of Total Bellas, she admits that she and Cena have drifted apart during the wedding planning process.

While drinking tea with her friends during her Paris bachelorette party, Bella says Cena’s only request for their wedding is that she “shows up.”

“Every little part of this wedding, it’s like, it’s going back,” she says.

She feels like she’s “growing apart” from her John.

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“I feel like I’m continuing to grow more apart from John, and I should be growing closer to him,” Bella says in a confessional.But Bella isn’t quite ready to tell her friends and family how she’s feeling.

“I don’t want to ruin anyone’s weekend and they’re all here for me, so even though I’m feeling all these emotions, I just think I want to keep this to myself for a bit longer,” Nikki says. “As long as I can, at least.”

Lat month, Cena also publicly confirmed that after years of insisting he had no desire to start a family, he’d had a change of heart and vowed to get his vasectomy reversed.

In a recent YouTube video, Nikki claimed she and Cena are ‘just friends.’

“I’ll admit my relationship, it has been in a super emotional rollercoaster ride, and I think it’s hard for people to understand because we film and things get show months after,” she said. “I feel like I have to say what’s the update on John and I, but right now, we are just friends.”

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